Obviously The Plan did not happen. In fact I didn’t even get as far as having a fucking shower. Will I ever get it together enough? Why am I finding this so difficult?
1. Get up, shower, get dressed.
2. Leave house.
3. Buy tablets.
4. Go to hotel.
5. Take tablets.
This is the pared down version. My house is tidy and clean. There are clean clothes and groceries ready for my boyfriend. There’s always more that can be done but I have to draw a line somewhere. It is not that difficult.
I will not have another psychotic depression.